November 19, 2004, we made it official.
We spent every day from that day forth together.
Holding hands, making love, taking walks, watching movies, laughing, smiling.... arguing.
On our good days, I loved to look up into your light brown eyes.
I loved the way you gazed at me and told me you loved me.
When we were in bed, your skin always found its way to mine.
You protected me, and took care of my every need.
I was in love.
But then the arguing changed me.
It changed you.
We were two young people in love, and we couldn't handle the pressure.
I became mean, irate, bitchy...
You became passive, angry, bitter.
We didn't talk the way we used to.
We would stay mad for days.
I didn't know what else to do.
I had to break your heart.
And mine.
I wanted you to fight for me.
I wanted you to tell me that it would all work out.
I wanted you to take my hands and tell me that no matter what,
things would change.
But you didn't.
And I walked away.
That time away did us both some good.
We grew up.
You became a man, I became a woman.
I tried searching for that 20% I thought I needed.
But I never found it.
I wasted my time out there in the field, while you did the same.
Like an epiphany, it hit me.
I needed you again.
I wanted you again.
I had held back the tears long enough, and I let them flow.
I knew then, and I know now that you are the one for me.
We just got lost.
The emotions got in the way.
And our immaturity clouded our vision.
I want you back.
I need you back.
Every song reminds me of you.
Every since we started communicating again....
You give me butterflies,
Got me flying so high in the sky
I can't control the butterflies
You give me something I just can't deny
Something thats so real
I just can't control the way I feel
You got me over here singing to myself daily. Thinking of the house, the car,
MARRIAGE, and 2.5 kids.
No one knows me like you,
No one understands me like you
NO ONE listens to me like you do.
I'm so vulnerable with you.
I have come to understand
the way it is, it's not a secret anymore
Cause we've been through that before
From tonight I know that you're the only one
I've been confused and in the dark, now I understand
I wonder why it is
I don't argue like this
With anyone but you
I wonder why it is
I won't let my guard down
For anyone but you
We do it all the time
Blowing out my mind
So I think I've made it clear to the world (and YOU)
that I'm a true sucka.. for you, that is.
And there shouldn't be any doubt in your mind,
that I'm SYNCIER.
